There are not many words I can use to describe the love I feel for someone that still doesn't exist. Loving someone so deeply and with so much yearning, someone that still doesn't exist, someone I am still searching for. I can understand the parents that say they know a love bigger than themselves; loving someone more than yourself.
The people that really know me can believe I already know that love. I already love my "Amanda" more than words can say. It's a love a long time coming and a long time waiting. It's what drives me forward, what makes me try one more time, what makes me cry so much, what makes me dream so much.
I'll keep loving, dreaming and searching. Because Amanda and Miguel are worth it.